Just attended one relative's funeral last weekends and met a lot of grown up cousins.

I realised that I don't have any childhood memories at all. I can't remember those life at kampong. When they mentioned something like what we did those days and all I have to do is to smile and my mind was totally blank.

All my memories now is started from my 'O' Level in 80s and I met my darling, Patrick Tho onwards... trying very hard to think further and now have terrible migraine... hais...
What happen to me?! Am I keeping those memories selectively?
But I think childhood at kampong was not that bad but why my mind does not have this portion?

DON'T KNOW....