Our lives are badly affected.

Yesterday was damn bad.
Bought charsiew rice for both -
fil didn't want to eat and mil kept eating and finished up the 2 packets.
She urinated in her room 4 times (morning, afternoon, evenng and night).
help her to wear her pampers now and her took it out later...
really dont know how to deal with her.
My whole house is so smelly and everyone in the is getting sick one after another.

GOD!
Can YOU please help and answer my prayers?!
We are trying to convince ourselves that this is the task that YOU give us but how long
more do you want to test us?
Where are all the rest of siblings?
Do they really don't have to border?
Why are you so unfair?
I dont care anymore if I am rude to YOU.
It's already up to our limit and my laogong is going crazy,
how to continue for another two years...